Hello World,
She ABUSED my family, this included my Sister, Brother and Father. I was the one that stood up to her as a very young child to stop her. My Brother saved my life, I am sure he called 911, he saved me multiple times and helped conceal my identity from her as a child. She thought she killed me. I flatlined at the hospital. I saw the bright light and came back to life, and I VOWED as a toddler I would do this.
I am going to share some RAGE right now, please do NOT be alarmed, this is planned. I want to go off, It will feel good to do.
BITCH, if that is what you are. What are you to me? I think it is safe to say in front of the world that you are not my Mom. How old was I when I stood up to you? How many lessons have I taught you? You have LOST every fucking time, and now I have you in the custody of the FBI. If it hasn't happened yet, it will, it might just be the police. You have to live with that feeling over your shoulder, and wether you like it or not, you will ACCPET the consequences of what the World decided. I want to taunt you, but i know I don't need to because I know you will always be watching me, realizing you got played by a little retarded kid.
Hey World, this is not my Mom. This woman killed my Mom and assumed her identity. She knows I know that, This group of people have been after me and my money for years and they have never gotten close, and are pissed I never spent a dime of it. They are so fucking JEALOUS that I am HAPPY. The dumb fuck that played Dustin made the comment about killing me in the front yard of the house. These people have to be the biggest morons ever. They were unorganized crime. I had my clues and signs everywhere, I have always been Mikey. I really did manipulate their perception of me for the duration of this, they thought they had me cornered. I remember going public, with it too.
I was already going over there snooping when I had my chances, I would walk in and just play dead and read everything I saw, peaked at screens, when I knew she was gone I would go over there are search computers, and fuck, I mean there is evidence these stupid fucks used FACEBOOK to communicate their CONSPIRACY to COMMIT MURDER charges. My Dad and I already had pre-programmed dates and times of when I would go over, I would get a cue as a reminder, and then you would me drop what I was doing and just go straight to their house like I was a robot. I got a ton of evidence and gave it all to the police, and then I saw their trap too.
They kept trying to lure me to places, there should be a text of "Dustin is here" that dumb fuck tried to lure me out to the middle of no where, that was a huge red flag especially after I had turned over all the evidence to the PROPER AUTHORITIES. This is when I called him and launched the PLAN. This dumb fucker didn't learn his lesson at all, and guess who was waiting for him. I had a fucking SWAT team living in the neighborhood. I mean I asked for it, and it felt like it, but my point is they made me feel secure.
I think I might have failed the control to identify my Mom. I knew it wasn't my Mom. My Father told me parts of what happened through out life, I processed the pain of losing her during this, I made this POST about cutting ties with relationships when I lost her, it hurt, if you go to that moment you will see me crushed. My computer should show me looking up Andrew Larson and Rachel Young very often too. I kept looking at the mug shots for fuel to do this yet again. He is a GOOFY looking fuck and I do WANT the opportunity to look each one of these fucks in their eyes, i am going to make them look at me, and I am going to smirk, and that will be the last time they ever see me. I hope they have been through DUE PROCESS already and are serving LIFE SENTENCES. They are wreckless and very dangerous people, the extents they went to were very extreme, and that is coming from me. I saw them coming from 10000000000 miles away because they are that fucking dumb. Let them know I said that.
I do WANT my MOMENT with them, they are going to FEEL the RAGE for what have done. All I want to do is show them RAGE's face and look each one of them in the eyes. I feel I am OWED that moment, and they DESERVE that moment. It might be cruel, but remember this is normal thinking to me, I do not stand down, I RISE up to the expectation and go ABOVE and BEYOND every time. If you aren't a believer in me yet, you will be. Let me know what miracle you need pulled off, and if i can do it, you gotta BELIEVE. They will all see RAGE, no one else.
I think some of you have once again seen me deliver on a level of BRAVADO and SWAGGER like i keep mentioning through out other post. You will find this kind of fire and drive and me, and that is RAGE. Don't worry he has ALWAYS been under control, I think I have CLEARLY demonstrated I am able to control myself and act APPROPRIATELY in any situation. I feel looking at these fucks in my, sorry, gotta breathe, this is the moment in time when I let go of my mother and said goodbye so I could do this. For those who made the whispers of how I could do that to my on Mom, your answer is because they killed her and assumed my Mom's IDENTITY, there are so many criminal charges through out this. They won't see FREEDOM ever again I did TALK about ALL of this at TWIN FALLS with PATIENTS, NURSES, SRINK, I was babbling non-stop to EVERYONE, and could see it on their faces that they knew I could do this. I made believers out of a few of them in that moment right there, and it is now part of my FLASHBACK journey, and it was a great feeling to see.
I told them to test me at Twin Falls and the State Hospital, so the audits that I did conduct might have been a control, or might have been legit, but at BOTH Facilities I talked about this, I remember everyone there, I have phone numbers and emails somewhere from the patients. Once again I think I have demonstrated I am a competent person. A 'normal' brain couldn't do this, neither a 'crazy" brain, as egotistical as this is only I could do it. This is why people think I am being inappropriate, I am doing that when it is only APPROPRIATE to be INAPPROPRIATE. I am sorry if I offend you, but you being offend by me, offends me, so now you owe me for offending me, or we can just let bygones be bygones.
I talked about the fire that is lit deep inside me, that fire is the RAGE persona of mine. I have him under control, he is the one that made sure ALL of this got done. if you see me act like that, don't worry, I might behaving a moment, or I might be joking, just ask me. I might need hug or something who knows. But I do get it. I will be here ALL day doing this. I need to sleep, this has been a VERY long "Day 1." Today is my son's birthday, and this is more symbology designed by ME to DELIVER yet again. If you aren't a BELIEVER in me yet you will be. I can not wait to see my Father, I know Dad. I really at peace. NONE OF YOU FAILED ME. If anything your constant support for me to get this done is a memory I will never forget, and be able to feel the PRIDE I do right now over and over.
I WANT to look ALL of them in the eyes, I feel RAGE has earned that. You guys will like it, they will squirm looking at him, I know it might sound cruel, but to me this is normal. They knew this was coming a long time ago, I fired my first barrage at my Grandmother's funeral and made a surprise guest appearance that I blogged about. The looks on their faces when I called them out for being "INAPPROPRIATE", they knew then, I got in my truck, started driving and didn't look back, I immediately got to work, and once again records will show I called Tracy, and I told him to bring everything he could, I really did get the FBI involved in this. It will all come out. I am excited to see my FAMILY. This has been a LONG and BEAUTIFUL journey to go on with ALL of you. I am HIM, I told you that.
I would love to see some love somewhere, once again my wife is out of town on same trip for her safety. I orchestrated this entire thing in the condition I was in when this kicked off. At every step I have shown the world what I can do, recovered, and delivered again. I'd like to point out that past few days I have done this several times and have been FINE the entire time. I did make a video of me CRYING but I wasn't really sad, I was just using some motivation to fuel the passion. I wanted to cry, it was an appropriate moment, I had my music on, and thinking of my Mom then, and i made that video with it. I don't know if you see me through the webcam, but I even changed clothing to perform differently under the_Coach_RAGE.
Like I said I am FINE. I do hope the World upheld the agreement. Even if you don't I will keep doing things like this for you anytime WE need them.
We did split the work for this, my job was to do what I do however, behind the scenes, every step of this process was documented by the PROPER authorities, and involved a journalist, who has been writing a story, I contacted her a long time ago because she had the COURAGE to do her job and REPORTED on a trial where a POLICE OFFICER was on trial, it felt like she was the only reporter in the city that had the GUTS to report on it, because it involved saying bad things about a police officer in a state with our political climate, that inspired ME. I have had no influence in any thing, I had to be locked in and focused, so I could pull this off.
We had already pre-planned that I would stay in my house for most of the time because I knew I was a target. I mean the FBI got involved in this, it was that serious and so many moving parts. The police followed every single instruction.
I think this bitch killed my Mom on a cruise ship when I was living in Emporia, but its just a hunch.
I have been tattling on you my entire LIFE, you are a shining example of everything I have said, and you and I both know what is going to happen. I don't know what your punishment is for what you did, I am so thankful that the World handled that for me. I told you that you would never see me again, and you won't and we both know that to be true. Do you know why you can't admit defeat? It is because you are a bigot just like your KKK father. I am going to burn his family bible that you gave me.
Hey World, wake up, this is for you, its about her. I have always had the ability to access my money through my father. He has offered me blank checks and told me to tell him any number. You did make me the the richest man in the world, or I wouldn't be here. I want to point out that you don't have to give me anything, but if you want, I PROMISE you, that every dime that comes through "the_Coach_RAGE" and any other project I become part of WILL be spent doing good for the world. I am willing to do what I did over and over until I am allowed to see you all, I can't wait to meet all of you.
The first time I woke up after the suicide attempt and made the first disclosure during equine therapy, Johnny had a magical moment with me. He has supported me since day one, he even had trigger words to say to me to help me connect to my next moment. He keeps me in check ALL the time, but i remember him telling me I woke up in the barn, and did a full disclosure, and then i went to sleep. I do remember him telling me that the world was going to LOVE me. That made me feel so good. I think he might of doubted me during the experience but I couldn't tell. I know I was a burden to a lot of people, but no one never made me feel like a burden since this started.
I had to do this so many times in front of people that I have spun a web of connections that can all be verifiable and i will be able to eventually put hyperlinks to as many MAIN STREAM media outlets, musician, everything. People want to be connected to me, and it feels GREAT. I have a vague memory when I approached my Father to help with this during the burgers, and it turns out he showed up to warn me she had put her shitty plan into motion. He thought I forgot, he didn't realize I was building an ARMY of supporters, and then came for my family.
When I started this process, and I let RAGE yell at her in the kitchen of the Boise house. I told her right then and there what my plan was and that I was going to beat the dumb bitch once and for all, and I told her every step of this plan, I told her I would achieve ALL of this at ONE time because of how strong I knew I am. That is why I did my best to stay in shape, I had to be strong enough and wiling to fight all of these people at one time if I had too.
I put my self in the Lion's den to do this, I did this with everyone I had to investigate figure out whose side they everyone was on. You want to talk about dumb people. I mean these mother fuckers free ride was OVER. I made sure of it, they were planning to kill me for my trust fund, and kill the man who owned the house so they could squat in the house and asssume all of his assets. They would give me sob story after sob story about people in need because they know i am charitable. This dumb bitch would carry around a check book that was linked to my accounts, and they would try to get me to say they could spend my money on some of these bullshit issues they would fake. They made such an effort to gaslight me. it didn't work.
I responded by fucking with them and going in and out of Mel Gibson's Lethal Weapon character, he played that "crazy" role well, and these dumb fucks bought it. They were waiting for me to mutter anything,, all while they said and showed me EVERYTHING. They are dumb, how wise do you describe that? I sold the "dumb guy," very well too to them, I used "Lenny" from John Steinbeck's "Of Mice & Men." In high school I was nicknamed "Lenny" because of the book, and i would act like John Malkovich
What you are watching has been in the making for over 40 years, and it wasn't me who started it, I am only abiding by what she is choosing, What would you do if people were trying to kill you? This is very real. I want you all to understand that they were just as calculating as I have been in front of you. I don't feel I am doing anything wrong by doing this. I will not entertain any compromises once the D.A. moves forward. However, that is just my position on the matter, I KNOW I can not force any of that.
All I can do is continue to dump EVERY memory into this ART PROJECT I have been creating for decades, and I have proof of that, I am always talking about this, I babble all the time to process this, If you have ever seen me taking fast, guess what was happening to me! I have mixed feelings about exposing myself to do this. I don't mind do it, it needed to be done, it is INAPPROPRIATE to try to murder your child, it is INAPPROPRIATE to abuse & neglect your children.
It is INAPPROPRIATE to leverage an ABUSIVE GUARDIANSHIP against the family to get what she wants, which is my money. My Father was deployed a lot, and she used that fact to leverage an ABUSIVE GUARDIAN ship, and threatened to commit me every time anyone stood up to her to protect me. It is INAPPROPRIATE to try and kill your CHILDREN multiple times. It is INAPPROPRIATE and ILLEGAL to STEAL money from your CHILDREN.
Once I realized what she was doing with the money as a child, I clammed up. There is an account that she is safe guarding that is LOADED with money for me, that has been waiting for me all this time. I do not KNOW where it came from, I know it is very real because they planned to MURDER me and my Step-Grandfather in order to acquire OUR ASSETS. That is VERY INAPPROPRIATE.
If you want to see what I can do with that kind of financial support, it will eventually show up, and I am going to INSPIRE all of you with it. We are going to WIN, it is just a matter of time because I ALWAYS WIN, and she knows that. The only round she has ever won was when I was a TODDLER and she tired to kill me, thats not a fair fight, and for this round of our dance, I am not even trying, this is all her. I am just ignoring her. She feels that and knows it, I know this because this is the GAME. It is very DANGEROUS to play, but I would bet seven dollars that if she was assessed, she comes gets DIAGNOSED a FUCKING DEMON.
I know she is ARRESTED and rotting in jail right now waiting to make her decision, I wouldn't be here if this wasn't true. The arrangement we made was that the police would verify EVERYTHING that happened while I continued to do this in front of the WORLD, over and over, and HEAL. I have demonstrated HEALTHY ways to take care of myself everytime, if I didn't then I would be in a FACILITY because I AGREED to go if they said I needed it. It would be INAPPROPRIATE to not honor my side of ANY AGREEMENT, I feel this way because a lot of people have let me down over what you are seeing and experience.
Everytime I have done this, people have been DISGUSTED with me for doing it, or INSPIRED. I see and feel both of those EXPRESSION, then I heal, and do it AGAIN, AND AGAIN, and a lot of people have had that "Day One" experience. It is a GREAT experience for me to watch YOUR faces, I see your EXPRESSIONS but I do not judge. It will take time for the naysayers to figure this out. They don't want to BELIVE this at all, and that is par for the course.
I assure you, I don't want this to be TRUE either. It is a hard concept to ACCEPT that I exist. I know that, but if you look through time, HISTORY you will see something that PROVES I should be here. The first sign of that is simply look at how many names that each one of you remember from your HISTORY lessons? The FUTURE generations NEED names to remember. If you want to be remembered you have to INSPIRE people. I
know I do that,I have ALWAYS known I do that. I just want ot be me. I want to collaborate. I want to socialize. I want to connect. I am doing all of this for YOU. You know that, I know that. You have to look the Occam's Razor that I have mentioned before, the most obvious answer is the easiest, here is that ANSWER, the simplest solution to this is that SOMEONE has to do this. Why can't that SOMEONE be me?
I assure the World, that i do not WEILD power like i am this guyI do not do that. I never have, but i know people think I do. I believe in the power of COLLABORATION. Feel free to REACH OUT anytime you want to. I am happy to help anyone if i can.
I know I am free to stop working this, I could leave it in the state it is and call it ART and that BiTCH can't stop me from sharing it. What I am doing is protected by SEVERAL federal level laws. The FBI was here to, I think they were the ones in charge of documenting this entire thing STEP FOR STEP, and that dumb bitch.
Ill die doing this before I allow her to touch it. Thats what this is about. I know I have a financial advisor out there, well I asked him, he said bring him capital, and he is an amazing man, he will manage my money well.
Speaking of money, my wife will be in charge of managing my day to day money, but the money I want to use for Philanthropic endeavors will be gate keeps by MY TEAM. I have to have permission to invest into things, my TEAM will do their due dilligence before THEY make the decision for me.
I really am SORRY if I offended ANYONE doing what I did, but I proved why I did it, and i think ANY RATIONAL human being would agree that the results are worth it. Look at what we get to experience. This a once in a GENERATIONAL moment, and you need to make sure you take the time to EXPLORE all of YOUR feelings, and learn to live with them. Its okay to feel them, you have to FEEL them in order to process them. Make sure you take time to process who and what I am to your children. I will be a name that they talk about for YEARS to come cause of what is about to happen.
I do not feel i am omnipotent in any form, in fact I feel HAPPY. I proved I wasn't doing anything mean, and it still feels like its my fault for whats about to happen. I am going to explain how i process that emotion. First, I know I it is not my FAULT at all. There is a saying that this BITCH used over and over when she beat me. It was "Look at what you made me do" "Its ALL your FAULT", and then the beatings come.. This type of abuse conditions people to feel like things are their fault. I am intelligent enough to know that this isn' my fault. It is INAPPROPRIATE to do what these CRIMINALS have been doing, and we have all AGREED to this moment.
We all are having the "Day 1' moment over and over right now. No one wants this to be TRUE. Pointing back to HISTORY, this moment has to happen, it always happens. This will INSPIRE generations for DECADES, and when its time there will be another one of me, just in a different form. He/She/They might work in a different field, it can be anyone. This is the universe working how it is supposed to. What is meant to be will always be.
I want to watch the videos from when I blew up their operation and ousted all of them. I wish i could see their faces in person, but it doesn't matter I can still FEEL what he felt just by thinking about it. This has to start making sense, and if its not, it is up to YOU to CHALLENGE me to explain it. I am good at that, I can explain things very well, you all are aware of that. I know i have my Friends and Family waiting for me, and i am excited to live life with them.
I do wonder how hard it will be for me to make new FRIENDS, remember if you want to be around me I have to trust you, and I can see if you are not trust worthy. Your behavior will expose yourself to me and i will do this over and over to people. I don't want to to be the one to do this, but it is my DUTY to follow through, or I am not acting APPROPRIATE, but i am going to have to, because what I am doing is APPROPRIATE and protected by the 1st Amendment and the American's with Disability's Act, my ability is OUR GIFT.
I will always be HAPPY to share it with anyone to help further PROJECTS that others are working on. The power of collaboration is a very under utilized tool in Streaming, again I see a vison, but its only MY vison, we don't have to follow it, but if we do, it will be on my TERMS only. The reason why i keep doing this is her, and she knows it. I can see the look on that bitches face right now. She is EVIL and does not belong amongst us, but again its up to her. When she sees this I will feeel her scurnched up face filling disgusted to have to live with what she did.
I am looking so forward to seeing my Family,I got things planned for each one of us or a group if you want. You let me know when YOU are ready, you all have my number and I promise you can look at me, I know it will be hard for you, but thats why we have to do it, it gets easier each time, that is why I did what I did. I showed the World that we are ALL capable of this, each and every single one of YOU have the ability to look at me, I want to see you. It is okay, thats how WE heal, you experience it and then WE process it, and then soon after that you will be laughing because I will want to cheer you up, so I will, because i said i would and it would be INAPPROPRIATE to let you down. I am no different than anyone of you.
There is only one person who let me down, and I think she will be letting down the WORLD if she still refused to say SORRY. This is EVIDENCE that she is not one of US. I think any RATIONAL human being would agree, but again this is just my opinion on the matter. Whatever happens next is not up to me for the FIRST time in this nightmare I have shared with yhou This is evidences that she is crazy, and I have seen how OUR society treats the CRAZY.
The more people that EXPERIENCE this means I an being appropriate, because NO ONE should ever FEEL like this ALL the time. That is wrong, and this feeling you are feeling, its odd, awkward. I get it. This isn't my first time doing this, I have explained multiple times to the APPROPRIATE people what has happend, and my BROTHER, provided evidence that validates every ounce of abuse and the attempted pre-mediated
If anyone is out there watching this, I would love some signs of affirmation, make me smile, laugh, anything would do.
I am glad I don't have to make this decision, as HARD as it is to experience this moment, I want to THANK the WORLD for doing this for me. You definately had my back. From here on out we can all create HAPPY moments. I really can be the LIFE of a party. Like i saidI am always Mikey and I have always been Mikey, and I am HAPPY to be myself. This is normal to me, but way more intense because of what she did. A lot of people with BORDER line present differently because of the no filter too.
I feel awkward being HIM, but I did say I was the GOAT and if anyone thinks i amnot, you always welcome to challenge me to earn it from you, but I think we ALL know I am the GOAT of whatever it is I do. I don't really know what I do, i just DO what ever feels APPROPRIATE at the moment.
Anyone is welcome to APPROACH me when ever you want to, I don't bite, I make bad jokes! This is always INTENTIONALLY designed to look chaotic from "Day 1." I will be EXPRESSING myself APPROPRIATELY here but keep in mind, I am legally allowed to be INAPPROPRIATE if I want. With the American's with Disabilities Act, your society is LEGALY REQUIRED to give me a REASONABLE ACCOMO DA and all of the symptoms I have that are listed by the DSM-V manual, which probably needs another update soon. I know some of the NARPA people have issues with the DSM-V and for valid reason.
I don't now if you are going to up hold your end of the deal, but I am going to sell MY story, I do want to set up a perpetual income for Disability Rights Idaho. That was something the Board Members had discussed trying to do one day, so I just think I did it. I hope the attorney I aksed to represent me for NIL takes me on as a client, if not I will keep trying to get this in front of the WORLD, but something tells me it already it.
As disturbing as this might sound to some, this is my real life. I ALSO want my MOMENT with each one of them for what they did. THEY will feel RAGE, they are going to look him in the eyes, all of. them. This is how I think, remember I have been inspired by Marines, the warrior ethos, bravado & swagger, and I talk about it all the time, it is part of who I am, so if I am being too much, as always it is up to YOU to let me know that. If not I am just going to be HAPPY. I got my family back. I am no longer paranoid they were coming for me, I had to keep looking over my should becuase of this, it took a LOT out of me, and then do what I did in at TWIN FALLS and the STATE HOSPITAL, they both got their own different versions of me. It was me speaking when I lashed out about the hem manipulating patients.
My Mom did abuse me, she did this to me, but I LOVE HER. This lady was masquerading as my mom. They murdered my Mom years ago, I think on a cruise ship, assumed her identity, and they comehow knew about my Guardianship & Trust Fund. They were after that the whole time and was using it as LEVERAGE to keep my Dad on a leash. That BITCH just met RAGE. That will happen, I do want to experience that moment with her, it does something for me, and we all know she DESERVES it. They all do, bring the news cameras and I wil go off on all of them as RAGE. I will alway have the look on her face when she fell into our trap the other day, that is why we are here, I knew this Bitch was trapped, all of them were. I am the GOAT, you want me on YOUR SIDE, I will always have your backs, and once again bring the same Bravado & Swagger to compete, and this time the steaks were really life or death over this. They will all look at RAGE in the eyes, be there, they will piss themselves.
They are entitled to DUE PROCESS and we need to make sure that they recieve their FAIR Trial, but something tells me they will all plea out, they are dangerous people and need to be locked way for a long time. Their level of sophisticaiton was very impressive though, and that is why the are dangerous, they will be back, they need long sentences, but thats up to the system.
I believe our whole World has a moment right now, and I believe we were all part of a Modern Day Miracle, orchestrated by me, but executed by US.
I ask you this
Thank you,
Mikey