Hello World,
I think it is obvious that I never wanted to go down this road and have to do this. Once I committed I wanted the best possible outcome, and to me that was for her to admit to the world what she had done, compensate me for my injuries, and let us all heal as a family. What I got was a mother who abused me, manipulated me at every turn and lost to me in the end. I have been ahead of her my entire life, as my post says I have been playing chess and all while she plays checkers.
She is a classic example of narcissism, and someone not strong enough to admit when they are wrong and be responsible. I get it, no one wants to admit defeat, yet alone in a situation like this. To be clear I do not want jail time for her, to me justice will be her acknowledging her crimes, paying a long overdue restitution to me, and hopefully our family will all be able to heal and be in the same room again. Once again this falls on her shoulders while we wait for the D.A. to make a decision.
This is like a game of poker except there are no winners in this situation. Do you have any idea how many people think I am fucking nuts because of this? I mean I have disabilities, but I am very competent, and well aware of how to behave appropriately, I just choose to be radical because well, I'm fucking rad. The world needs a feel good story, not a trial that will even further destroy this family. If you are reading this, make the right decision. People know what you did, people believe me, its you who lost each round of this with me, and fuck I don't want to spend the rest of my life doing this, so I am moving on regardless of what you or the D.A. does, the damage is done.
I am writing so many posts because when NCAA 25 gets here in another week I plan to take a break from the blog and enjoy and old passion of mine. This will give me time to breathe, make gaming content, make smaller posts, let my brain process and hopefully come back with an update from the D.A. once I get an answer.
This is a picture of me at the Van Gogh interactive Art exhibit in D.C., it is the same as all the others in the country, except for Vegas, they got a different version of it. I went to both. I love Van Gogh. Both exhibits made me cry, between feeling the music they use and how the work flowed, both were experiences I will always remember.
Thank you,
Mikey