Hello World,
This will be my last blog post for a while. I want to explain some of the reasoning behind why I brought back "Coach RAGE" from the dead. I first started creating gaming content in 2007. I would make videos and get feedback from my trusted friends until we had something that was unique and funny. After I felt comfortable with what I was up to I asked my brother to come over to see one of the videos. His reactions was "I am going to tell on you to Mom." Her response was to attack me and threaten to have all four of my abusers lie to authorities to have me committed.
Keep in mind I knew then what I was doing was protected by the 1st Amendment. This was when I started using pseudonyms to produce my work. My friends, fans, and followers could find my work, but my abusers would never know how to find it. However, the drawback was I could not show my face in my content.
Based on the reactions of my abusers I knew then I struck a chord with them that I would use to my benefit down the road. That evil bitch was so upset I knew she was afraid of being embarrassed by me. This is part of the reason why I never used my intelligence and gifts to do something more productive with my life, I didn't want her to be able to brag about her child, I'd rather have her be embarrassed by her genius child instead.
It was after I confronted her in the living room of her home in Elko that I decided to bring "Coach RAGE" back from the dead, but I had work to do first. My anxiety was out of hand in 2012 and only getting worse. I told her that I was going to disappear and when I reappeared I would hold her accountable if she continued the abuse. I also had the same conversation with my brother at his house on Devonshire in Boise. I started focusing on getting physically and mentally healthy and once I felt strong enough I reached out to my father to try and start having relationships with everyone.
I gave them all a clean slate, yet the abuse continued from 2014 to 2023. The entire time they were living in fear thinking I was going to physically harm them. With each round of abuse from them I would be hurt, crushed, and angry. I vowed to never give them a reason to lock me up so I would walk away each time, forgive them and try again hoping they would improve their character and behavior. Eventually it got to the point that I said enough is enough and went to the authorities. I told them everything, and that I was going to hold them accountable and that what I was going to do would be very mean but legal.
The day my father realized I was cognizant and I told him I went to the police already and had a plan to hold them all accountable, he asked what the plan was. I told him I can't tell you because you will only tell them and I would have to change my plan. I did tell him that he could try to convince them to do the right thing but what I put in motion could not be stopped at that point.
Bringing back "Coach RAGE" the way I did was meant to draw them out of their little caves and get them to make their efforts to stop me. Little did they know I was waiting for them to show up. I had both the police and law on my side, and they didn't know that. I did know that the louder and more inappropriate I was on the internet that it would both anger them and embarrass them at the same time. Public exposure is the greatest fear of a narcissist. They fear the fact the public looks at them knowing they are guilty of their abuse.
Essentially, the more vulgar, inappropriate, and raunchy that "Coach RAGE" is, the more of a giant middle finger it is to her. I use their names at hashtags now in my SEO and there is nothing they can do about it. They can't sue me for libel and slander because what I say about my abusers is true. They can't have me committed because well, the courts don't work the way that dumb bitch thought they did. They have to have more than inappropriate videos to have someone committed, that is how fucking dumb she is. My hold up over the years was the fact she threatened to have all four of them lie about me, so I had to do my due diligence and give them a chance to do the right thing, and then hold them accountable if they failed to.
"Coach RAGE" is here to stay and will be a monument of "FUCK YOU" to them for eternity and their names will forever be tied to this. I know how to act appropriately, I do it all the time. I am a Freemason. I coached 20 seasons of football. I had a "secret" security clearance in the Marines. I couldn't be involved in those things if I couldn't act appropriately. I do like to have my fun though so in the right environment or around people I trust, I open up and joke around a lot. I will admit I can get carried away with jokes, but it doesn't mean I am being inappropriate, it means I got carried away. For the most part, I am a quiet and reserved person in public and around people I don't trust.
*UPDATE*- I spoke with my attorney and she said they are going to be giving their attention to the facilities (St. Luke's Meridian & St. Luke's Canyon View) finally. They finally have the time to address the security guard issues and the abuse that occurred in front of me at the hospitals. This is one reason why I put myself on the hold, one to rest, two to audit the facilities from a patient perspective.
This was project "Go Time." If you know you know.
Till next time,
Mikey