I consider this blog and website to be my first Masterpiece. This blog encompasses and ties together a lot of my passions. This blog is where I express myself. You will notice some posts are not as well organized as other posts. Some posts will appear unfinished. There are also typos. There are also a lot of links to different websites and posts in this blog. This is all by design.
1. The chaos of how these are organized and articulated are meant to be a reflection of how my neurodivergent mind and borderline personality disorder operates. Some will be able to feel a lot of passion as well as become emotional at times.
2. Other post are meant to be more clear and precise in what is being conveyed. This reflects the different dissociative states of mind I can slip in and out of. The posts that appear unfinished or need a real image not an Ai image is me purposely leaving my work unfinished. Sometimes Art, especially Masterpieces are left unfinished.
3. The hyperlinks that you will find scattered through out the blog are not only references but they represent how my mind can fire off different thoughts and connect ideas and concepts, sometimes randomly, sometimes by choice.
4. There are typos throughout some of the post, this is also reflective of how my brain works. I do not always notice them, but when I do, I always go back and fix them. However some I am leaving that way on purpose as a symbol of my process.
5. Lastly, this blog is dedicated to my father, Bill. He helped mold and shape me into the man I am today. He taught me to control my emotions. He taught me how to protect myself with my fists and my words. He also chose to do the right thing when it mattered most. I wouldn't be alive today had he not been there to help me during my EMDR therapy and road to recovery. As a child he gave me the will to fight, and as an adult he gave me the will to stand up for myself. You didn't fail me, and you were forgiven a long time ago, you all were. I can't count how many times I have forgiven you all during my life. I love you Dad. I can't wait to hang out with you again, I know the day will come. Remember, none of this was your fault.