Hello World,
I SEE YOU and I FEEL YOU. Let's do this again, I went down to get lunch, i was going to get Taco Bell just out of habit, and parked in the parking lot was the "Best Burgers" food truck. Just like last time! Their card reader was down, so I placed my order of a cheeseburger with bacon, no onions, and a larger fry. He added an extra $1.00 for the fries.
Since I NEVER carry cash on me, I drove over to the ATM at this Idaho Central Credit Union, and got in line to withdraw cash to pay for lunch. A vehicle, (maybe a truck) pulled up behind me, the driver got out, walked over towards my right side.
While him and I were waiting, the blue F-150 and a Canyon County license plate that starts with 2C, was in front of me. He recognized me, I could see his face in his driver side mirror, maybe the ATM camera caught it. He had the same behavior as last time, he tried four or five different cards and each time he was not successful in withdrawing cash, a RED FLAG for criminal activity. He must of heard me, cause I said "dude come on," I can show you on camera how I said if you want. That was when he looked in his driver side mirror and saw me. He then stepped on the gas and took off towards Ridley's, they have cameras EVERYWHERE in that parking lot, one must of caught it, he drove off like either he was MAD or HAPPY and having fun. Given the content of why he is there and I am repeating all of this again, he was MAD.
I then went back to Best Burgers and got my food. I spoke with the owner briefly and he said he moved over to that location for a while to get more EXPOSURE but he is usually set up at the Jackson's in downtown Kuna. It was a good burger, I think I am going to give him a "THUMBS UP" on the burger in honor of my time with my Father. He is way happier right now,I FEEL it. He is smiling.
I then came home, cleaned up the living room and kitchen some. During this round of this, I was contacted by a young entrepreneur, and his TEAM. They left a flyer on EVERYONEs door not so long ago. I contacted them and hired them for a one time job, I think his prices are too affordable, he should raise them by like $10, I say this because him and his TEAM are teenagers. They did great work, busted their humps in this heat that I always talk about. I gave them $100 and told them to keep the change as a tip for all of them. If anyone in the neighborhood is looking for help, check your flyers or knock on my door, stop me when I am out and I will connect you with the boss.
The following week I got a text saying they were going to come by sometime and give me a free service. I was humbled by that. His TEAM showed up, and got to work. I also texted him a link to the blog and told him it is for adults, but somehow I feel like the World watches it. It doesn't matter, my point was I told him to make sure that ALL of their parents were okay with them being associated with me. They ALL showed up and gave me the free service.
I thought that was GREAT customer service, so him and I negotiated a monthly rate that i could afford but wasn't undercutting his value. I also just texted him if he could pull the weeds in the rock area. They come up easy, but all the up and down with this body would kill me in this heat, I have to do it in intervals. I have also tried weed killer, and deet. i want to make sure I am in compliance with the C.C.R's of my HOA because I don't want to be THAT guy. None of my neighbors are that guy, this place is an awesome little area, I wish we had a pool, maybe that will be part of my next home. For now though, the late night walks are awesome. I take the dogs for walks at night sometimes because of the heat on the cement during the day.
I told you all, I see everything. I don't know if that was actually committing a crime at the ATM, but the look on his face says he was to me, but again that is only my perspective. After I came home and cleaned up the house I changed my shirt. I ate the burger while I was driving around Kuna, and spilt some of it on me. I then left again, went to Ridley's, parked in the ACCESSIBLE parking spot, walked in bought two power aides, and three 12 packs of Cherry Doctor Pepper.
I checked out, paid with my Hilton Honors card, I used my Father's cell phone number for the reward system. A few things about why I did that. My Father donates his reward points in during the HOLIDAYS for food, and donates the rewards to shelters, and non-profits that serve food during the holiday. My Father knew this day was coming YEARS ago. He hasn't changed his Facebook profile picture or the banner picture in almost a decade because of it. It is always a sign to me. It helped me use this for fire. He knew I was ready when he got back from the cruise. I really don't know what happened to my mom, but I know she was MURDERED by this woman when I was a child. My Father has told me parts of the story before, and I was able to piece together the rest.
The family photos of us from YEARS ago has my Mom in it, and this woman looks nothing like her. My Mom was taller, overall way HAPPIER, and nowhere near as HEAVY as my ABUSER, and my Mom was a beautiful woman. This woman is my real ABUSER, and everyone knows it. My Mom LOVED me. I want to start a scholarship in HER name, give me time and I will get to it, but if my TEAM is out there, let me know what I need to do.
Again, they have been after my money ever since they did this to me, and I have refused to spend it, and lived the way I did around THEM purposely to annoy them, it always worked. They have always tried to antagonize me, in person they saw what I wanted them to see, but when I would contact them via text or over Facebook, these were they type of messages they got. I kept them guessing, it confused them. That dumb ass that tried to kill me, Dustin aka Andrew Larson, I actually saw him in places he never should have been.
I think I saw him when I went to New York City for NARPA following me from afar. This type of thing happened a lot over the years. I have always known what they were up to. I told them as a KiD this day would come. My Father, Brother, and Sister have ALL been LIBERATED, but traumatized because of her. The beautiful thing is they are healing, we all are.
Family, If you see this, you don't have to tell me what happened to Mom, I already know. You will never have to have that talk with me, but if you want to, we will have it, I know its very hard to be that STRONG, it took me a LIFETIME to get strong enough for this fight. I have been training for it my entire life, planning, healing, working my brain out. I have purposely relived things before too, just to help start the self-destruct sequence. I am so happy I don't have to do that anymore, unless I can't stop it, but I will ALWAYS be able to relive HAPPY MEMORIES.
I also spoke to a group of LEADERS at my first NDRN Conference. I signed up for LEADERSHIP classes, and I think you can see why. The workshop was two days long and I forgot the speakers name, but those that were there know, he spoke about EMOTIONAL LEADERSHIP. It is an emerging philosophy in leadership. There are multiple ways to lead, we all know that. The younger generations responds to this type of leadership a lot better than the older generations. This concept ALIGNS with me. I have a very high IQ and an emotional IQ. I am just in tune with everything because I can do this. After hearing a comment that I disagreed with I stood up with the microphone and explained the need for going into facilities in a state on the Bible belt. She ended up coordinating a Zoom call where I spoke to their staff and delivered a small speech explaining why they needed to step up.
A few months later I reached out to my Friend and she said I was able to motivate them to get after it more than I realized. Oh I realized it, because I saw headlines. That was them taking my advice and effecting change. All of you can do this, if you wanted too. The Universe is pretty simple to navigate.
That image is from my walk last night after I finished my mission. Do I look happy to you? I felt HAPPY, and when I look at this photo I see a happy person.
As always if anyone out there wants to hang out, when the time is right, reach out, I am always Mikey.
Thank you,
Mikey