Hello World,
I told both facilities I would be making the blog, the staff was also told this by me, they have had plenty of time to make changes if they were made, but they were told.
I can also prove that on the hold from Christmas, that I contacted the patient advocate seven different times in one day because of the staff at the facility I was taken too. Some were good, some were bad, they ALL believed me, and made me feel validated. However, not all liked me, and I do know why. They kept accusing me of things I didn't do or say and I would point out the cameras in each room. Security responded to this by trying to limit my access to the phone, so of course I reported that. They didn't fuck around with me again.
I talked in this post here about medication I take to help suppress the amygdala. I had to fight to bring it with me, and then the psychiatrist in charge of me actually verified what I told him about and learned something from me. There were attempts made to manipulate every single patient in that facility in Twin Falls. This is what it looks like "If you want 'X' you gotta take your meds," even with no judges' orders, boy did that piss me off, and I let them have it with my tongue.
The cook was amazing, he made sure I had food wether or not I ordered anything. He knew what I liked, he was given a list of what I like ahead of time, so if I wasn't eating he could just have it there for me. Overall they did good, it was a select few that were the PROBLEM children, and I choose to use that word because I could over hear a nurse call me that during the shift change meeting, and they made fun of other patients, so I called them on it when they came out of the meeting and then filed a complaint. The energy was totally different the next night shift.
I also filed complaints at the state hospital because I was told I was being inappropriate, so I went off on the 1st Amendment in my complaint and then called out several inappropriate things that were happening in front of me.
I also made some suggestions, and I kept all the records of this, I plan to make content out of them, maybe read them live on stream for you all to hear how I would have said it. One of the suggestions was for the hospital to adjust ALL of their policies to put patient rights over any thing else. I can explain why, but I will wait for someone to ask me to tell you. I had to keep repeating myself over and over to my doctor here too. I was not impressed with her care or her attitude, I know her heart is in the right place, but she tried telling me I don't have Borderline Personality Disorder, she didn't think anyone could control it, I wonder what she has to say now. She also tried telling me that HIPAA would prevent me from talking about patients. I told her no it won't, HIPAA only applies to providers, and it is their responsibility to create that privacy not anyone else's, she was flustered in her response. I might talk about things, but I will never reveal who they were. I did say to test me, for all I know this was a control measure that I didn't know about and I think I passed it with flying colors.
Again, I don't know who in the world knows what about me, I just know what I have done and observed.
Please do not bother these people, I have already informed a member of my team who confirmed she got the complaints. Either things get better, or more complaints will come from others and it will eventually force lawyers to get involved, and that is never good for anyone. That is why it is important to be pro-active rather than wait for shit to hit the fan. The P&A's only take on cases they can deliver the most bang for your buck, kind of like me! I align with organizations like that because its part of that swagger and bravado that I talked about.
I also have emails from this same time, I had called my wife and asked her to email parts of my team to see about setting up a perpetual income based on a percentage of selling my rights to Hollywood and the success it has that will be donated to Disability Rights Idaho. I do plan to go back and finish what I started with them, but they gotta want me back, I did just up and leave, but again, it was off to handle ALL of this. I had to reduce my stress load as much as possible.
I made St. Luke's put people in Twin Falls, there was one that had offended me because of his lax attitude when my wife was hospitalized, well it looked like him and was the same name as him, but he was one of the nurses at the St. Luke's Twin Falls, and I did speak to him, and I did apologize for me chewing his ass when he was at Meridian. He refused to confirm it was him, but it was him, or one hell of a dopeldanger and I apologized to the wrong person.
I also refused to take my sunglasses off for six weeks straight, some of the staff at both places fucking hated it. The patients LOVED it. I cleaned up so nice with the haircut I had there, my male therapist who is married to a woman, told my wife how hot I looked.
I disclosed my abuse to staff at both facilities, and talked about the damage done to my throat from the bleach. I lost my real voice because of this, when you hear me speak, it is me, but its not my voice. This blog is my voice.
I haven't taken the medication that was forced on me since I got home and went right back to my treatment plan that I have designed with the help of my team. Does it make sense why I allowed myself to go on the hold yet? I could have sat silent in front of the original state examiner and been sent home the same day. Court transcripts from my suicide attempt will verify what I saw there and that I refused to say a fucking word, my lawyer used that as an argument that I was fine then and I was released.
I know this because I asked my first criminal attorney what was redacted and she said she couldn't tell me all the details, but said that remaining silent helped me and my attorney prove I was fine in 2020. Keep in mind, my abuser wanted to have me committed at this point, and I was still forgiving then. Another example of my suicide attempt being a cry for help, so those that judge me for doing that, I ask you what would you have done? You don't have to answer, just something to think about.
That facility LIED about what they did, and I agreed to plead guilty to get that stress off of me so I could do that. I did get my withheld judgement, but they assaulted me, and their employees testified in court to the sequence of events. The doctor didn't sign the order until AFTER they did what they did. He was something like 2 hours off on the time in my medical records. I am not sure of the details, but I know my team handled it. I expect that it won't happen to another human, how hard is it to follow protocols?
They were just as frustrated with me as anyone else gets, and that is how THEY responded to me being silent and demanding my attorney, which THEY documented four times in my records.
I also want to point out that I met the conditions that the Judge set while on the hold and there were ZERO issues in the state facility. It was a digital detox. Based on the evaluation of YOUR doctors I was cleared to join society, and everyone in there can testify that at first they weren't sure, but before I left I made sure everyone knew this was real. I played chess, watched the playoffs, told jokes, showed the range of emotions, and some of the patients felt I did a better job explaining things in group than your own government. Not knocking them, just pointing out that some felt this way.
This is me getting my haircut in May, that was my last haircut, I will clean it up again before NARPA.
Thank you,
Mikey