I apologize for what appears to be a sudden drop in content, I am incredibly tired lately. I have been sleeping a ton, especially during the day with this fucking heat. I have been enjoying cool nights though. I am in a ton of emotional pain too. Writing about my life isn't easy and feeling betrayed by my Brother hurts a lot.
'When I got out of the Marines and was doing my own thing, I remember him telling me he wanted to find a game we could play online together, so he got me hooked up with World of Warcraft, he was also surprised to hear me speak as much as I did. A few years ago he tried telling me he knew me, oh too well, well if you knew me so well why did you believe the dumb cunt child abuser & attempted murderer (D.C.C.A.&.A.M), Rita Ross? At Christmas I had to point out to him that what she was saying was her perspective and when did I ever act that way or treat him the way she was describing? It clicked for him. It hurts so much because I spent so much of my adult life hoping we could be friends. We used to do a lot together, if he knew me he never should have believed a word that dumb cunt had said about me.
My sister hasn't returned my property or the value of it, so I will be dragging her to small claims court, I know where she works, it won't be hard to get her served, she won't know what the fuck to do, and no lawyers are allowed in small claims, so her low IQ gets to go up against mine in a courtroom. It is the principle of the matter to me, not the value, so she will get taught a lesson here really soon.
My father returned my cargo net and one of the dog's toys but was too much of a coward to knock on the door so he left it at the start of my entry way. He can't look at me because of guilt and anger. He had the same look on his face at Christmas, but that look is also the of look of him being pissed too, so it is hard to tell, but I know he is frustrated with me because I fucked up the "Arizona Road Rage" story. It wouldn't have mattered though, the dumb bitch will never tell the truth if it makes her look bad. Just sucks I can't have a relationship with him or my brother because of what the D.C.C.A.&.A.M did.
The dumb cunt is jealous of my father. At their 50th wedding anniversary I tried talking to everyone about visiting my father's childhood home and she got so jealous, rather than say anything supportive the first words out of her mouth were, "what about me? you have to come to mine." My brother and I looked at each other, none of us want to visit where you KKK father raised you. He really was in the KKK, and I find it fucking disgusting, explains a lot of why she is such an ugly person inside and out. Still doesn't give her a pass on what she did to me. I can't wait to piss on her grave.
Gaming wise, I am set. It is a little boring right now, but less than two weeks until NCAA 25 drops. I am also having issues making the audio work with the Woojer Vest, almost need an engineering degree to make all of this technology work together. I do need to book my ticket for NARPA, I look forward to creating disability rights specific content. I am trying to sell everyone there to create a talk show of some sort for Twitch. Over 500K viewers a day watch the "Just chatting" section on Twitch, so many younger people there, I don't get why the focus is on social media platforms where its older people, go to where the future is.
Remember you dumb bitch, this is all your fault. Your abuse, your neglect, your refusal to do the right thing at every opportunity. You disgust me as a human being and belong in hell with your father. Have you learned your lesson yet?
Thank you,
Mikey