Contrary to what some may think about me, I do feel bad for the collateral damage that is being done anytime I stand up to the dumb bitch child abuser & attempted murderer (D.B.C.A.&.A.M), Rita Ross, the good news is this is the last time I have to stand up. What has happened in the past and still happening today, is the D.B.C.A.&.A.M would try to manipulate me, and when I don't let it work, she makes her enforcer (my father) say something and out of fear or respect (different points of my life) I would shut down. Whenever I have tried to hold her accountable she simply takes everything I say and do out on her husband. He knows I won't back down, and she was warned multiple times by him, my brother, and myself that she needed to own what she did to me and I would forgive her, but her narcissistic & psychotic bitch personality prevents her from doing the right thing.
I do feel bad that she is being abusive towards my father, I do not feel bad for sharing the information I have or using the methods I have, after all I did ask my "big brother" and his wife for help, I did give the D.B.C.A.&.A.M multiple chances to do the right thing. My family simply wouldn't take me serious at any point or help me hold her accountable, so this escalated to me writing a blog, streaming, and sharing my story, with an added bonus of it hurting my abuser, rather than what it could have looked like if she did the right thing. If it hurts others, I am sorry, but my father could have stood up to her at any point of their fake marriage, my brother could have helped me do this in a way that was not so destructive, and well my sister could have taught her kids to treat people with respect & dignity.
I do feel bad for any harm that comes to anyone however I am going to share my story, every bit of it. I am not responsible for how she behaves today or when she beat me, neglected me, and tried to kill me. I am not responsible for my father using Adult Friend Finder (though I don't fault him at all, however I would have divorced someone like her). I am not responsible for how she is treating my father. I am not responsible for my brother being afraid of me, nor my sister teaching her kids to be bigots. That is all on them. That is their behavior & their choices, and simply is not my burden to bare anymore. I have already been alienated and rejected for taking the moral high road at every turn, I don't care if this is viewed as taking the low road. I simply don't care how it looks or makes them feel when I am doing nothing more than advocating. Would anyone reading this want to be like me? Raised in this family? See the importance of being a competent parent? Not abusing your children?
Is it any wonder why so many people with disabilities struggle to survive yet alone live? How many people who are homeless struggle with mental illness? Id rather be homeless than to be around these people ever again. I do wish I would have had a family that accepted me, supported me, and loved me unconditionally.
Happy note it is going to cost me $166 and two months of time to legally change my name. I want to go by just Mikey, however if the judge requires a last name then I will go by Mikey Mikey. I might be willing to sell naming rights for the right amount of money, lol.
Thank you,
Mikey