I can't wait for these six to twelve months to go by, however I am going to be pretty pissed until I complete all of the therapy I need. If the dumb bitch child abuser would have just owned up to it privately, I wouldn't have to go through this therapy, I would have been able to compartmentalize it like I had for all of my life.
Since I am angry and its appropriate to be angry at a dumb bitch child abuser & attempted murderer, Rita Ross, I am going to be. As mean and cruel as that might sound, I have no other recourse to feel anything close to justice. Yes, I filed a police report but the odds of her actually being prosecuted especially in a state like California are not in my favor at all, and since she refuses to acknowledge her EVIL crimes against her own child, my only form of justice is the knowledge she died miserably.
Other things I am angry about that tie into Rita Ross abusing me: 1. My son not paying me back (He works for Charles Schwab and ripped off his own disabled father), it was the bitch & my father who paid me back his debt, trying to keep the peace, only after I said I was going to make HIM pay me back. 2. My sister still thinks she owns my property, she will return it or pay me for it, or I will hold her accountable. 3. After what my dumb fuck brother said about diversity and the women's rights group he mocks at his work, he doesn't deserve his job or income. Such a fucking bigot. 4. Anyone who thinks they can put a plunger up someone's rectum (my own cousin Wayne) and not be held accountable is wrong too. However, I don't think California will prosecute him, so I will make sure the world knows about him too, to include his adult daughter.
Hey, dumb bitch child abuser & attempted murderer, Rita Ross, were you happy with how your family turned out? You failed! You are the Martha Stewart of dysfunction, shame, and misery (just ask your husband about the misery he has being married to you), fuck you, and I wish you would have killed me, you would have saved me from a lifetime of suffering. I don't get to have relationships with my father or brother because of your EVIL ways. I have never HATED anyone or anything more than you, I fucking HATE you. I took the moral high road but you still wanted to fuck with me even after you were warned, well guess what, Bill, your husband, my father, want to know his little secret?
If history has taught us anything, is that I do follow through, I told them all I wanted accountability, so I now get to turn some of my anger and intelligence towards holding them accountable, but I will make sure I don't break any laws, unlike them. In another universe, there is a version of me where I wasn't abused, neglected, almost killed by my own parent, had the other parent protect the abuser. There is a version of me that grew up in a loving environment that is just happy all the time, trust people and doesn't want to see people he cares about struggle.
Here is a thought, I did ask my brother, his wife, and then both of them in a group text for help confronting her, and they refused to help the "crazy retard," so maybe they were using me because they know I would nail her ass to the wall. Maybe they wanted this to be the outcome? Less guilt for when they move far, far away from the dumb bitch child abuser & attempted murderer, Rita Ross.
Are you happy you beat me you bitch? Are you proud of what YOU did? She used to always scream at me when she would beat me "look at what you made me do." I can't have you manipulating God anymore and trying to save your soul, stop going to church, he can't save your soul any more than you can get my father to beat me for you anymore. She never went her whole life, then all of a sudden she finds God a few years ago, right around the same time I stood up to the bitch.
I can't wait for the next six to twelve months to go by so I can get all of this out of my system, but don't worry dumb child abuser & attempted murderer Rita Ross, my feelings about you will never change, I told you that you would never see me again, none of you will. I bet the dumb cunt is still arguing with my father that she is right about me.
I know what I need to do to block their IP address too, I just need to do it.
Thank you,
Mikey