I am a firm believer in equality. The whole premise of treating others how you wish to be treated has always rung true to me. I could never understand why she would want me to hit her as hard as I could, or pour bleach down her throat (for those new here, thats what she did to me). That is something a psychopath does, I know it is wrong to do that, so I am not the psychopath, I am the victim. Well I am going to hit her back (figuratively) hard right now because I have to live with this fucking pain because she REFUSED to be honest and I am at a point where I am ready and want to move on. I didn't want to manipulate the bitch to do the right thing, I wanted the bitch to do the right thing because its what she wanted to do, however she made her choice.
The bitch and my brother meddled in at least four of my relationships, so guess what, treat others how you wish to be treated, so here is the secret about her fake marriage. The shitty program that my father used to delete his browser history on his computer in the early 2000's sucked. The program was so slow I could read the websites before it deleted them. Well he likes to use "Adult Friend Finder." He had a lot of freedom when it was just them living in the house. She worked as a nurse in a town over an hour away and spent days there, leaving my father to take care of himself. I think it is time to petition the court and put her in a home, so she can live the rest of her life knowing her husband was unfaithful to her, her oldest wants nothing to do with her, I fucking HATE her, and my sister is dependent on them.
I can picture her now, sitting in her chair not wanting to believe me, but deep down she always knew I wasn't lying, and that coupled with my father's body language, it would become obvious to her when her husband won't be able to look her in the eyes. He has tells too. I could clean them out playing poker.
On a totally different subject, I had a gaming company invest in "the_Coach_RAGE." My first attempt I had only the stream to show them and they were not sold on me. After I created the blog I applied again and they accepted me as an affiliate. I was sent a Woojer Vest 3. It is a vest that is worn while gaming and has eight different haptic motors that will vibrate at different intensities while you play the game. If you get shot on the left side, the left side vibrates. It was awesome with Call of Duty, but kind of dismal with Madden. I love it, and combining it with the big emotions and reactions of Borderline Personality Disorder, I am going to have a ton of fun using this thing! I hope the viewers of my stream enjoy the reactions.
That is three companies to invest in me, who wants to be next?
Advertising on Facebook like Chat GPT suggested to do worked to a degree. I got about 4,000 people over seven days to the blog. Rumor has it it cost around $150 to advertise on a digital billboard in Times Square, I think if I use the original logo with a QR code I might be able to get this to spread like wild fire.
Thank you,
Mikey