Well ladies & gentlemen the results are in and they are my biological parents. I am as Caucasian as they come, 74% of me comes from England (I'm Scottish) & Ireland, 24% was French & German and the other two percent well lets just say I got a little caveman in me, I mean look at my fucking forehead. Its huge. It also means I have a bigger brain and I am using it.
Magically both of my parents went and made their results public after I had a blog post about them keeping them private. This now solidifies that they are in fact my biological parents. This leads me to admit, sounds like I got the conversation with my father mixed up about him not being my real father. This doesn't discredit what I have said about my abuse though. Those beatings and the plunger are something I have carried with me every day of my life and my story about them and who I am over the past two decades hasn't changed. I still have a story to tell about the bleach incident that I only shared with law enforcement and a few others.
This news changes nothing inside me. Just makes me think how the FUCK could you do that to your OWN child, and how the FUCK could they live with themselves for covering it up ALL these years. As an adult I would be manipulated and gaslit, which would lead to me to self-destruct or self-sabotage all sort of relationships. I would find myself seeking their validation as an adult, how fucking dumb is that? As along as I have space from her and she can not contact me, I can not be manipulated or gaslit.
I was still in an abusive guardianship, she was my guardian and she beat me and almost killed me, so I learned to disassociate all the time. This might appear to the simple minded as daydreaming in a child, to us advanced minds it is an escape. I have a ton of questions about my life that they have refused to answer or have lied to me each time I have asked. Now I am going to find the truth to every question I have.
Yes they are my biological parents, it doesn't change what they did.
Thank you,
Mikey