Hello World,
I hope this finds my Brother.
I had a friend of mine tell me he liked the videos better than the blog, he said there is something about my voice and presentation in the videos that the blog can't provide. This post is dedicated to my Brother.
I know this has been hard and will probably always be hard, but I have always been honest with you about everything, it just took you forever to realize it. For as much as you say I have inspired you, I want you to know that I do love you, and thank you from the bottom of my heart for protecting me from her, trying to teach me things. Your music influence on me, along with our wonderful Top Gun connection, well it means a lot and I miss that its gone. I listen to the Top Gun soundtrack or watch the movie all the time and I am always thinking of you.
As I have said before I love to feel my music, and when it inspires me I like to share it with the world. Thank you for being there, I am sorry we are back in this situation again, but no one would say a word to me when I got back, like I tried reaching out, I understand your position. Thank you for telling the investigator YOUR truth, not mine. Whatever happens, know I love you and I will always have your back.
I did try being around her but I couldn't do it, the way she would look at me and just her presence alone made me feel scared. Then she started lying again. Then I started my blog. When I got home no one would talk to me, shitty spot to be in, my interactions with Dad were limited, I have to type around him, he sees the anxiety in me when I speak and associates that with Mike, but when I am silent and just type, he feels Mikey. You all do that to me, its why I have to be non-verbal around all of you unless I am in the mood and talk on my terms only.
I typed it all out this time, no yelling at cameras unless I was gaming, can't get any calmer and boring-er than this about it.
This is me as the Joker in black light at black light Yoga.
I am inspired, how about you?
Thank you,
Mikey